Its strange to hang in a balance.......to be in transition, to go through changes and uncertainties.. Everyone loves when their lives are in order.they know what next they plan to do....and are not in any doubt about the next stage that is to come.....

I like any other normal, sane human being loves and relishes these perfect moments in life; when everything is going according to plan - when communication is as it should be, your project plan lists all the tasks you have to carry out for the next year or so, and more importantly, you know what's next in store for you....so you're not scared, afraid or apprehensive about the coming week and issues like, where would you live? where would you be? where is next month's maintenance money going to come from?

My friends say that I worry a lot... and from the above, I tend to see their side of the argument.....The truth is I love it when my life is smooth, and there are no rough patches on the road... But because we live on earth and are human, there would always be certain patches on the road that would come to challenge us and ask us, who we are? and where we come from? The skill in successfully scaling these rough times is not trying to do it ourselves but depending on God... The one set of footprints story readily comes to mind and as I write this, I am encouraged that although I go through difficult times and even if it seems as if I am all alone. God is with me and HE is IN me. He is lifting me up over the rough patch I'm going through and the ONE who knows the end from the beginning would PERFECT all that concerns me......

One more thing before I go to bed........I am becoming more and more like Christ every day and as such, worry is FAR AWAY from me... I do not Fear, I am not afraid of what tomorrow may bring but rather I say, BRING IT ON! God and I can handle it!!!!!!!!!!!