I'm down.............. my thoughts are all over the place.....I really cannot pinpoint what's wrong but i feel i gone out of touch with Him...and I guess thats why i'm so edgy......I'm not praying or studying my word as i should so is that why i'm taking offense at every little thing or is there something more to it........

I need to get back to my Source................I need to have fellowhip and communion with my Maker because He knows everything about me, He knows whats up with me even though i can't seem to figure it out myself.

or is it more of a you and me kinda thing? I don't think I'm getting where you're coming from and in some ways thats weird, cos I should get where you're coming from by now.... shouldn't I? or is this my fault? have i said or done somethings wrong? I know I like to get things done my way, i admit that, and I should have mentioned that I am not the best person to go shopping with cos i tend to get impatient when my fellow shopee is delaying. what you should know is that I was really looking forward to spending the day with you and I'm sorry it turned out the way it did.....